smell the roses

i'm smelling the roses
i'm taking my doses
is this what they want?
i'm not autistic
i'm no savant
i'm just a kid
who knows what he wants

labelled as deluded
kicked shoved and booted
from a school not suited
i fall into your pit

they are so weak
there is no bullshit
there is no mystique
i just don't fit
this is not pretend
help me lord
i'm at wits end.

this attack is sustained
i need a release
this attack is sustained
i need a release
can you hear me echo?
down at your feet